urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:addtheelipsis and now I can't get up. It's All Happening... 2007-11-02T03:04:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:addtheelipsis:796 2007-11-02T03:04:48Z 2007-11-02T03:04:48Z The IM noise &nbsp;i loved him for all the wrong reasons, thats ok. we all make our mistakes.<br />im currently, almost deathly ill. ew.<br />halloween was a blast.<br />i love my new friends.<br />i can tell they're sincerely gonna turn out to be some of the greatest.<br />i must rest now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:addtheelipsis:716 2007-10-23T23:33:03Z 2007-10-23T23:35:11Z Silverchair - Straight Lines &nbsp;I cant find myself.<br />Im pretty lost right now.<br />I dont believe in anything anymore.<br />Nor do I trust anyone.<br />I wake up feeling sad every morning.<br />The saddest part about this is: Im usually a very happy person.<br />Im not like this all the time tho.<br />Im happy when Im with friends, or the one I love.<br />But sometimes, I'll catch myself wanting to erase everything that's gone on.<br />Im in love, and I hate the feeling.&nbsp;<br />Hate it.<br />Why does it hurt so much to love someone?<br />I pretty much want them gone, out of my head.<br />We knew eachother when we were 16 and now here we are, 22ish....and well, yeah.<br />There was a big gap where we lost touch.<br />Right now, the majority of me is really deeply wishing it&nbsp; would have just stayed that way.<br /><br /><br />&nbsp;